i'm ok :D

I'm cried,sad,hurt,angry,mad and disappointed
but my tears won't blame you, those are just word that my heart uses to explain.
I just nap for a while last night.
wth, what a stupid dream came out in my brain.
I don't like such as this feeling, feel bad.
wth. I think a lot last night, A LOT.
I think the future, think the future what would be happen.
BUT I'm nt the GOD, cant know the future.
LoL~ But I scared something will happen on the future.
YES! I SCARED! SO WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
gosh man! I don't know. :''(

Yea, It's raining now.
so Sleep time. Goodnight :)

Dear
no worried
cos of u
i'm ok now! :)
听到的声音已经是很幸福的事 but
要我的心情突然大增变成超级开心是有点难的说!
i love eu ...G9...muackzzzz!

这不是我想要的!

痴痴的等待、不是我想要的爱。

或许你永远不知道

微笑中的我眼里总是泛着泪。:')

那个、对你来说不值钱的泪。

原来你一直都不知道、

我任性的时候最想得到的是你抱抱。

原来你一直都不知道、

我的无理取闹要的只是你的一句：“乖、不乖不疼。”

原来你一直都不知道、

我所要的不奢求、仅此那么简单。

那时的我等着你的安慰

那时的我等着你的怀抱

那时的我等着你的爱护

但、我最终等到的是你的丢下。

女生要的是温暖的胸膛。

女生要的是受到重视。

女生要的是你给的安全感。

女生要的其实很简单, 只是你你把它复杂化了。

我的部落格依然充满着你。

我的面子书的状态离不开你。

我的心、装的满满都是你。… …

但
你给的爱、不是我想要的。

你给的爱、我看不见了。……

以前爱我关心我疼我在乎我的那个你去了哪!

情绪化

在还没睡前
我要诉苦
我有个缺点永远都改不了
那就是一切的烦恼会影响我整天的情绪！

情绪化的我真的很糟糕！
时不时一副愁眉苦脸:(
时不时会ON FIRE
甚至还可以把哪个乌龟玩八蛋给炒鱿鱼了!

The experience that i will never have.
我需要一些时间
去接受现实中的现实!
SIGH！不想继续写了
晚安world!

20Nov

another special Day!20112011

December is coming very soon ,
but i still haven't DONE my UCAS + 5 choice of Uni
FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000
*SOB :'(

SIGH
Life's is too short , just enjoy it !
I am enjoying every second , no matter happy or sad .

Today i had recieved an e-mail from my teacher!
Hi Xinny,
I hope you're Ok. I asked some of your friends about you and they said you were quite ill.
I hope you get better soon.
Take care and kind regards,
xxxxxx
Thanks for u my lovely teacher!thanks 4 concerns about me!

My brain is not functioning now .
Allyen Nights love.
Gambateh 4 ur SPM ya
U have Me!muackz
after 20days is another special day about u n me!=P

11.11.11

Today's date is so special

i just felt like i have to blog just to commemorate this date in my blog.

but unfortunately, i am way too tired right now !

sick-exam-cinema-shopping

TO:who is single

happy 111111 yap

don't be to emo

just find some1, go out have fun with ur friend :)


Alleyn
our number 11 !=D
one heart n mind!
i love u !
u r the one
muackz!

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it's okay

最近的天气说变就变，
连我的心情也说变就变。
在没有任何的防备与征兆下改变

My Mood Just Went Down Hill )):
It's OKAY!i'm fine!

Everything is temporary, thoughts, emotions, situations,
just because something isn't working for you right now
doesn't mean it never will.

ａｌｌｅｙｎ
ｍｉｓｓ　ｅｕ　ｍｕａｃｋｚ
GOOOD　ＮＩＧＨＴ！

011111

永远也别相信你所听到的
因为就算自己亲眼看到的
也不能分辨真假
是是非非
为何要去求个结果
只有在恶骂误会讽刺里
学会无所谓的人
才是智者
委屈的人
只不过是懂得怜悯自己
心疼自己
倒不如换个方式
活的潇洒
任人说去 .
I DON'T CARE

不属于我就不是我的
想再多也没用
还是捉住眼前的吧
从今以后
我想要的 我都会进我的能力来满足自己
想要冒的险 无论如何也要去试试
不用考虑未来, 因为未来tooooo FAR AWAY!
GOOD BYE October

Hey! 011111
nice date dude!=D
01+11+11= 5个①
=May
=11 of May
=P
Alleyn i love you muack
i can't get you outta my head
i miss eu!
lou gong zai,love eu 4ever!>3

your voice

Mr.Lock (Alleyn)
i love you
Super Duper Much!

你知道么

我特别特别喜欢给你打电话

恨不得永远不要挂掉你的电话

虽然我和你的距离是很远

不过我和你的♥却很靠近

只要心是在一起...

距离多远都不算什么..♥

真心相爱♥

距离不是大问题!!!!!!!!!!!

是信任♥♥♥♥♥

这是你告诉我的!

Dear
i miss you
muackzz!