考试

最近，朋友的脸上都写着紧张，疲累，无奈，
之前爽朗的欢笑 骤然消逝。
唉。。。。知道了，知道了 ，这就是考试足音跫然的提示。

还有一天的时间，就要考摄影了

 我还不知道自己抱着什么心态去考试。
总觉得自己松解下来了，的让自己前进。

明天，去乾妈妈家sleeping over
 想到多开心，因为monday不用七早八早的爬起来准备滚去学校
也不想带着没精神的态度去面对考试

我想这两星期应该没什么大事就不会update了
有事或想我的可以inbox 或留言让我知吧！

感情方面嘛，这，是不能说的，secret。。。:P

梦见他

最近的我是累坏了
居然...让我做了这样的DREAM

他主动的跟我做回朋友了

这个梦太假了，怎们可能

我真的很累 很累 很累

很想当一切事情从没发生过

没有爱过你

但

我还是放不下他，忘不了他

我需要的是TIME！

carrot::(:(:(:(:(:(:(:((((((((((((((((((((((((

我,不想长大.

it's nearly the end of my six form year ... upper 6 life is stressful......

i mean like ... really really really stressful:(

Tonnes of homework, experiences and research  to be study and done ,

worrying of not catching up in class, 

worrying of could not cope well all the 3 subjects. 

Too much things to memorize, but time is too short:( i make myself so tired everyday ..... 

A lots of fear and worried bothering me all the time.. 

yes.. really stressful and tired :( 

but no matter how stress i am , i am sure there are more stressful life ahead waiting for me or perhaps somene else are having more stress? who knows? 

17 years old girl is tough enough to face all the problem herself:)

trying hard to make myself feel better from being stress all the time!

24hours everyday is definitely too short and too fast to finish!

April has come to an end and bundles of exam are waiting me ..:(

日子一天一天的增长,烦恼一天一天的增加
有时候还真的很想回去那些初中的日子,
不用担心未来的路会是怎样,

不用迷惑在失败的恐惧中,更不用经历每一天的失去.

总觉得,人越是长大,失去的东西越是多 
看着父母一天比一天的老,
听到婆婆爷爷外公外婆一天比一天的多病.
有时候还真的害怕哪天醒来会看不见他们 .
真的很害怕.

我.....
不想长大.


Carrot: u have promised me u will update ur blog jek but u lied to me:(

又要开学了

昨晚一个两个都没什么睡到，今早却被妈妈的一句话把我们全都吵醒了
醒了之后想滚回去懒多一下子都不能
因为想到还有一大堆的家务事等着我跟ah di去做
就算我再怎么想睡回去，我的眼睛也闭不上的:(

弟弟他今天蛮乖得，不用我吩咐自己制动的来帮我
他煮面，我洗碗
我扫地，他拖地
我换床单，他拿去洗
熨衣服，洗衣服，晒衣全都是我做
只能说，做家务真的很累人.

对，明天，就是明天!
开学了啦T^T
超级不想去上课，可以继续的放假吗？
我要看戏，我要通宵，我要上网，我要放假啊!
为什么时间要过的那么快啊啊啊啊啊??
两星期的假期不知不觉的就过去了，
sigh也觉得自己懒散了好久。
 真的是时候要好好的调整作息，
早睡早起，打起十二分精神好好学习。

只能说，今晚要早早睡了，
明天要5点醒来了
SAD死我了!

我讨厌上课!

carrot:do u still rmb what you have asked me for the past few days?yap, i'm back to single le.心很乱，我该哭或笑好呢?乱乱乱

Easter Egg

can't believe the easter holidays are almost over, they've gone too quick! 
can't be bothered to go back to school Tuesday:( 
n no work done:( kiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllll meee....

Anyway belated Happy Easter Day to everyone!:)

and I got my Easter egg!!!!!!so happy!!!!hehe

already ate them all.....

thank you so much my lovely mami!!!

carrot:i feel happy cos you're back again... miss u damn much la actually i just miss your story onli(kidding):P.....quick update your blog yap....

快乐不再；真心不再、过着自己的生活

突然觉得自己变了

用满脸的欢喜包裹伤痕累累、想甩掉的东西很多

可是很多东西我却怎么甩也甩不掉了……

我还以为我不会有遗憾的。

我以为自己可以豁达面对这份结束，即使看着你离去而感到的难过

也应该只是应景的情绪反应而已。但是我却伤了。

伤得像是失去整个世界一般地疼痛。 

有一种感觉叫学会、有一种后悔叫心碎

时间一天一天的过去、累计一点一点的心痛

直到无法承受、心已死去.....

你会发现：爱有多深、痛就有多浓

I miss you , I miss everything we've been through.. 

Looking back at the pictures we photographed , flashbacks came back

If human beings were to be like a computer , wouldn't that be just splendid. 

One button, and everything is deleted . If it were to be like this

I wouldn't end up being stuck in this dreadful status .

I'm always used to think about you while looking up on the blue blue sky

Used to your messages, your phonecalls , your voice , your everything

It is you that never appreciate me. I should wake up from this dream , 

tell myself that , there is always another lamp in front of us , 

that is a better and brighter one......

痛、已经麻痹了我

无所谓、只会让我伤的更深

只怪自己太执着 才会让自己伤的如此彻底....

你给我的爱、假的太逼真

让我找不到 离开的理由

人不到伤痕累累 就不会懂得后悔

我是真的爱你 脸上写着无所谓

其实还是很在乎

但爱情这场戏 我没演技

所以我退出

 对自己说对不起 , 因为爱情 把自己搞的那么狼狈....